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officerdadI don't know why this fucking surprises me at all, and yet.. eh.
My fucking rotten ungrateful kids can go to goddamn hell. HELL.
Alright so I took time out of my day to go see them, since it's their birthday and all, and I'm a good dad. I get there and I'm told.. to go the fuck away. Needless to say I'm a little annoyed, but I keep trying anyway. Finally the door opens, and shockingly, it's neither of them. The sweet girl Noah's dating let me in, immediately apologizing for the wait. Not like it meant much, since she wasn't at fault anyway, but it lightened my mood a little bit. It's a shame she's reduced herself to dating my son. I think she could really do better.
Anyway, I could tell I wasn't welcome, and I really wasn't in the fucking mood for their company by this point, so I went to greet them and give them their gifts. Gifts that I'm not even fucking obligated to give to them, mind you. They're twenty-six this year. I shouldn't have even gotten them a card, but I try to be a good father anyway despite what huge disappointments they are.
Of course, I'm not even acknowledged by either of them until I try to leave with their presents. Suddenly they snap at me (mostly Cam) and it just turns into a big screaming match for a few minutes before I throw their stuff in the garbage and walk out. Fuck.
Sometimes I'm not sure why I even bother.
My fucking rotten ungrateful kids can go to goddamn hell. HELL.
Alright so I took time out of my day to go see them, since it's their birthday and all, and I'm a good dad. I get there and I'm told.. to go the fuck away. Needless to say I'm a little annoyed, but I keep trying anyway. Finally the door opens, and shockingly, it's neither of them. The sweet girl Noah's dating let me in, immediately apologizing for the wait. Not like it meant much, since she wasn't at fault anyway, but it lightened my mood a little bit. It's a shame she's reduced herself to dating my son. I think she could really do better.
Anyway, I could tell I wasn't welcome, and I really wasn't in the fucking mood for their company by this point, so I went to greet them and give them their gifts. Gifts that I'm not even fucking obligated to give to them, mind you. They're twenty-six this year. I shouldn't have even gotten them a card, but I try to be a good father anyway despite what huge disappointments they are.
Of course, I'm not even acknowledged by either of them until I try to leave with their presents. Suddenly they snap at me (mostly Cam) and it just turns into a big screaming match for a few minutes before I throw their stuff in the garbage and walk out. Fuck.
Sometimes I'm not sure why I even bother.
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Date: 2010-04-12 04:11 am (UTC)They really don't deserve all this effort.
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Date: 2010-04-12 04:22 am (UTC)I know they don't... They really don't.
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Date: 2010-04-12 05:12 am (UTC)I seriously want to punch the shit out of them for all the shit they put you through.
Fucking ungratful bastards.
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Date: 2010-04-12 12:10 pm (UTC)I'm just never doing a good enough job no matter what I fucking do.